More About Me

Hi, I'm Spruce, my pronouns are they/them and I'm an adult.

"Tell me about yourself!"

(Personally I find this a bit hard, having Dissociative Identity Disorder and all... however!) I consider myself to be a pretty friendly and curious person, I love making friends and hanging out with them! I'm honest, kind, boisterious and funny (as I've been told)! I always love learning new things and challenging myself, I try to stay optimistic about life and everything. I can be pretty shy and reserved, but I'm trying my best to put myself out there! (As you can see here, hehe). Things can be pretty hard for me due to my disorders and illnesses, but I always try my best! I love spreading joy and creativity, I think it's a really important thing that we be kind and understanding to each other. I always make sure to try stick up for myself and especially those close to me!

My Identity

I'm transgender, intersex, queer, ace-spectrum and objectum too! But, I can flucuate what I identify as due to having Dissociative Identity Disorder.

You can learn more here.

"What Ails You?"

I am a chronically disabled with many mental illnesses and conditions, as well as some physical disabilities. I have Combined ADHD (labelled as severe), Autism Spectrum Disorder (level 2), Dyscalculia, Depression, Anxiety, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder and Dissociative Identity Disorder (it's a lot, I know...) I also believe I may be schizophrenic, but that hasn't been properly diagnosed... but the others have.

I had only began being able to gain the courage and ability to post online in 2025, which is when I began 'aeplcrmbl' It took a lot of work and time to get where I am, but I'm really glad I've already come so far! Even if people don't see that progressing side of me, I do, and those close to me do.

Art Journey

I've been drawing as long as I can remember, I've always loved drawing and making characters, designs, and expanding my abilities. I got my first graphics tablet in 2015, but I had been drawing digitally before then, using a mouse and taking my time drawing lines. I had mostly been using Microsoft Paint (Windows 7 Version), but would try a wide variety of different art programs. I began properly doing 3D modelling stuff in about 2021, and learnt more as I went on, I still am! I really want to get better at 3D stuff since it had always been my dream goal. Another dream goal of mine is to become really good at animating! I can somewhat animate, but I'm still not the best and I'd like to improve a lot more. But it also requires a lot of patience and that can be really hard (lol)!

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Interests

Games

I like a lot of types of games! But my main favourites are psychological horrors, survival horrors, immersive sims, 'Boomer' shooters and sandboxes.
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Music

I'm really into music! I listen to practically anything! Though I seem to mostly be into Nu-Metal and Rock.
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Media

I really like psychological stuff, but also fun silly stuff!
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